The past few weeks have definitely been better for my stress levels which is wonderful. I finally got my student loan money which has taken so much stress off. I hate worrying about money and now I do not have to! I also booked my flights home for Christmas and I am so excited to see my family. I am hoping to make all the money that it cost me to buy my flights back over the holiday by working and I have that all set up as well.
I have just a few more papers to write and then 3 finals and that will end this semester! It is so crazy how fast the time flies by. Next semester seems like it will be a tough one though. I do not have any easy classes to allow me to focus more on the harder ones because they are all going to be hard. AND I have to have a Friday morning class which sucks so much :( I am really not pleased with this. At all.
We got this weekend off of volleyball which has been fantastic. It gives everyone a chance to recover from being tired and sore and injured etc. It also gave me the chance to watch the basketball teams play and that was enjoyable. I had a physio appointment yesterday morning and it went good for the most part. He was able to fix the issue with my foot. The bones in my foot were all stiff and not moving around and he did something magical and it moves now so it feels way better now. He also did some work for my shoulder. The reason that my shoulder got injured on the first place is because my hips and back and shoulders and collar bones and neck were all out of line. It was seriously messed up. He fixed it pretty good last time but was just checking it this time and was making sure it was all still in line. He cracked my back which felt so good and did some rehab work on my shoulder. Then he was doing something with my neck and all of a sudden out of nowhere, he cracked my neck. The kind of cracking that you see in movies and never want anyone to do to you for fear of dying! He just did it! He did not warn me or anything, just cracked it. It felt kinda weird but I thought to myself, "he knows what he is doing and I'm still alive, so I guess it worked!" However, today my neck is sore incredibly sore. Maybe this is supposed to happen, but its so sore that it is giving me a headache and it hurts to hold my head up and it just feels really stiff. I am going to see how it feels by Monday and if it is still sore, I will call physio and tell them about it and hopefully get it fixed or something. Other than my neck, everything else is feeling pretty good from being able to rest up a bit. My shoulder is getting some much needed rest and my muscles are able to get better from feeling so sore.
Today my Mom called me to tell me that my Pake is in the hospital again with pneumonia. It's good that the doctors know exactly what is wrong so that they can treat him, but it is not good obviously and it scares me. I am so afraid of what will come and when it will come. I do not know what I will do when it happens, besides cry. A verse comes to mind from Revelation. I am in Revelation class at school and it has been so amazing to learn what it all means. Anywyas, the verse is:
"Never again will they hunger; never again will they thirst. The sun will not beat upon them, nor any scorching heat. For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes." Revelation 7:16-17
This passage is comforting because I know that when we die, we will go to be with God and there will be no suffering and there will be no sadness. God himself will wipe away the tears of His people. The incredible, unending amounts of love and grace that comes from God never ceases to amaze me! How great is our God!
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