What is the purpose of a blog? To write about our thoughts and feelings and let it all out. So what do you do when the one thing that you want to talk about is also the one thing that you cannot talk about? Christmas break is over, it's a new year, and school is starting again. And volleyball is back in full swing (literally lol). I am excited for school to be starting up again because I am slightly a nerd and I happen to love school and I am so stoked for volleyball to be going again.
A lot of things have been difficult however because I have a lot on my mind and I am not able to talk about it. I get distracted easily and I have become very forgetful which is not like me. Some things will randomly make me cry and it comes so out of the blue sometimes. The past week back at volleyball has been very frustrating becuase something is just off for me. My coach even noticed and asked to meet with me becuase he could tell that something was wrong. The problem is is that I do not know how to fix it. I try to focus on just volleyball and the thoughts that are going through my head are volleyball related but then I find myself thinking about nothing and feeling zoned out. I want to do my best, but I just can't stay focused on it and its so incredibly frustrating!!! I just really hope that this doesn't affect my schoolwork too and my ability to focus in class.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
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